Words in Prep
for Conversation with University of African Art
By Michele
Wallace
In an attempt
to overwhelm my natural inclination to reticence and introversion, to regard
any and all encounters with “the public,”
no matter how modest the form, or its pretenses of spontaneity and
unpreparedness (such as in the format of a “panel” or “an interview” or a
“conversation”), as something to pass through with eyes firmly closed, hoping
to cause as little inconvenience to my listeners and myself, I am preparing an
initial statement going into tomorrow’s interview with African artist Mojo
Okediji and the University of African Art Facebook Page. The reason
to take this unusual precaution is, in a word, because of the
technology. I am 61 years old and as such formed by a world in which the
current technological advances in communications were unimaginable.
Yesterday I
had an experience with an interview for The Feminist Wire, an online
journal which really took me utterly by surprise for the simple reason that I
failed to take into account the way the world has changed. When Tamara
Lomax said she wanted to interview me for the Feminist Wire, and we made
an appointment to talk on the telephone, I can hardly believe how naïve my
assumptions were. I immediately assumed that what would happen was that she
would tape the interview, transcribe it, edit the transcription and send it to
me for revision and approval in what I now realize is a totally antiquated and
perhaps obsolete way of doing things. Rather what Lomax was expecting was
that I would do an interview on camera, which she would then edit after the
fact for posting on her publication’s page. Forewarned is forearmed.
This
experience made me think more deeply about what I was getting ready to do with
this discussion with Moyo Okediji for the Museum of African Art on Facebook. I
had already had the chance to review at least two of these discussions and I
just love the format although it seemed to me that the more familiar you might
be with the work of the subject of the interview, the more you can enjoy what
is occurring. Perhaps it is overly optimistic to think I can do anything
about this since the only way to become familiar with my work and its range
would be to have read it, and reading, not to mention the process of acquiring
the necessary materials, takes time. I am not sure how much the click of a
mouse will render at a moment’s notice. I still think of my ideas as bes
tgarnered from the pages of books. I would very much like my work to be
available via kindle, since I am increasingly a fan of kindle reading myself,
but I don’t believe it is.
Much less, I
hate even more to consider the boundaries of various languages and oceans,
which inevitably divide those of us of the African Diaspora, but during my
recent trip to Paris and my presentation on the Self-Portraits of Faith
Ringgold at the recent Black Portraitures Conference in Paris, I had to admit
that the French world has become completely alien to me since my visits there
as a child, and I and my clan alien to them it seems. Is it possible that
she was largely unknown there thanks to a lack of translations of her many
children's books and monographs? I know I was. So it seems to me foolish now to
take anything for granted.
I am shy about
my ideas. I don’t crave a huge audience. Huge audiences precipitate huge
misunderstandings in my experience, the kinds of misunderstandings I would
prefer to avoid.
My career as
someone of considerable renown begun with one such massive misunderstanding:
the publication of my first book, Black Macho and the Myth of the Superwoman.
About this I could say and have already said a great deal. But for me at
the time, at the age of 27, the fame the book garnered was simply a means to an
end. Without fame, I wouldn’t be able to publish and since I was then
determined to make my living as a writer, fame seemed to me the only possible
goal. Little did I then realize that people who become famous are always
famous for something in particular and, as was entirely true in this case, the
devil was in the details.
Blessedly that
stage of my life is long passed and I have since become a writer and an
intellectual by my own design and more to my own liking and specifications.
Not that I am denying or renouncing the achievement of writing Black
Macho. I merely wish to point out that my goals since then have been
considerably refined.
I continue to
be a black feminist and to be proud of the fact that I was a foremother of the
movement that has resulted in a widespread embrace of feminist ideas and goals
among women of color all over the world. I am proud and hopeful that such
standards as I embrace of the right to education, liberty, sexual freedom and
mobility will one day be the legacy and the birthright of girls and women all
over the world. As long as this is not yet the case, I will continue to
call myself a feminist and to be willing to fight and die for the freedom of
the most subaltern of us.
However, my
focus these days as an intellectual has become,of necessity, quite narrow on
the theory that the way to get something accomplished in the precious time I
have left on the planet, is to focus precisely on the achievable.
Actually I don’t really know if my goals are achievable but they are precise.
Right now they
are simply to enhance the understanding of my audience of the importance of the
world of black visual culture, as I currently conceive it. My current
writing projects are focused on these matters. First of these is a book, a
collection of essays about my mother, the artist Faith Ringgold, detailing my
own relationship and understanding of her work as an artist from the 1960s when
I was, myself a girl, through the first decade of the 21st
century.
The second
goal is a larger one of writing a book on the broader topic of Black Visual
Culture in general. The book (or books) will follow the topic as I
conceived it in a series of courses I taught this spring at the City College of
New York and the CUNY Graduate Center, with segments on Fine Art, Photography
and Cinema.
To touch upon
all three equally in the course of a single semester was extremely challenging,
in fact impossible but it was deeply enjoyable. Indeed, whatever I teach
these days in my capacity as a Professor of English, I increasingly incorporate
visual materials—fine art, photography and film—wherever I find it relevant and
capable of enlivening our readings.
In my youth
and for most of my life I have been equally attracted and repulsed by the field
of Art History. On the one hand, I love visual art, love looking at it
and contemplating it. On the other hand, it has been difficult not to
become outraged by the way in which it has been taught for most of my life as
though the subject and/or artist of African descent did not and could not
possibly exist. Having given up on that fight, I did my Ph.D.in Cinema
Studies, under the impression at the time that this field would be more pliable
to my quest for diversity in representation. Of course, I was entirely wrong
about that. When it comes to the upper echelons of the production of
knowledge in the West, there really is no such thing as diversity still.
The African subject, perhaps in particular the African female subject is still
a question mark and a problem.
Nonetheless, I
continue to venture there. So this is my project these days and I tackle it in
various ways severely restricted by the economic realities of my life, which is
that I make my living by teaching at a university where the teaching load is
three courses per semester and classes are quite large. This means that for at
least nine months of the year I am totally engrossed in the lives and the
education of my flock. For the other three months, when I am not engaged in my
mother’s hectic professional schedule, I attempt to produce whatever writing I
can, which is not nearly as much as I would like. The way I think is by
writing and I would like to be doing it all the time. Alas, this isn’t
possible. And even if it were, I am not entirely sure who might read what I
wrote beside myself. The world is changing very fast, and in the process
who reads what is changing as well.
One final
thing—before we begin—is to suggest a link between the start of my writing
career in my early days as a black feminist to my present preoccupation with
the formulation of black visual sphere. It is this. Black Macho and
the Myth ofthe Superwoman was written to acknowledge and codify the birth
of a different manner of black female subject already in evidence in the
reading world of the early 1970s in the form of the writings of such black
women writers and thinkers as Angela Davis, Alice Walker, Toni Morrison, Toni
CadeBambara, Lucille Clifton, June Jordan Audre Lorde, Gwendolyn Brooks, MayaAngelou,
Sherley Anne Williams and a host of others, each of whom spoke in an utterly
unique voice and held diverse opinions on the feasibility of black feminism but
all of whom understood and addressed themselves to the problem of the
hyper-visibility of the black female subject. My present work involves
taking literally the problem of the hyper-visibility of the black female
subject. What I would like to suggest is that what we see and how
we see it is, itself, worthy of our attention.
Slave Rape Series: 2 or 3, "Run, You Might Save Your Life" by Faith Ringgold. WC T22 1972. Tanka by Mme. Willi Posey, Faith's Mother. Portrait of Faith's Daughter, Michele Wallace.












































